Hope of all hearts

Thursday, March 15, 2012

Into the arms of grace.

#ENCOUNTERRETREAT2012

Thursday, March 15, 2012

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

Dear Jesus,

I pray that I'd not forget every single thing that i've learned through this camp Lord. I pray that these things that you have used Sis Carol to speak to us, will never be forgotten. Because when one day, i'll meet you in Heaven, i would be daring enough to tell you that i have not sinned against you and know that I've done your Will. Lord you're King of all Kings, greater than Milky way since this all your creation. Thank you Lord for this session. As much as I have perhaps not realised much things at that point of time, but I thank you for showing me through Holy Spirit that I have much more than what I thought it is. What I learn will not be temporal but for eternity. I want to be with you in Heaven and I want to be with you in that Heavenly place where you have reserved for all of us. Thank you Lord for dying on the cross for us.

Love, Maya A.

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

Sunday, March 11, 2012

Had Marche with @Charmainebay & @EugeneChanYC.

Okay you should probably know them unless you're some random stranger? If you are, HI. That'd be super cool thou.

It was so guuuuuuuud, lickin good. Anything to do with food, your stomach gets angry and growls at you. At that point of time, it was screaming. It was like a born-to-be rhino trying to free itself from the shell. (Okay i don't know if it actually comes out from an egg?)

Well there was an interesting incident thou. A cockroach actually dropped at our table. Right smack infront of my face. It ain't cool becauase it was well beyond my capacity to accept the fact that the cockroach is spoilin my lunch time! But because of it's faithfulness, we managed to get a free pizza out from Marche! Thanks for the sacrifice Mr crokie. Rest in peace wherever you are, may you be able to go heaven for doing such a good deed to us.

Okay yeah that's like interesting.

Other information ain't available for the public. But all I can say is, FUNNY FUNNY FUNNY!!! Okay bet that wasn't funny at all. HAHAHHAHAHAHHA

Sunday, March 11, 2012

Friday, March 2, 2012

STEAM BOAT

We drank bottles of unhealthy drink (which i totally forgot what was the name of the drink) that led to this red-tongue-monster picture. It was cool since it "stain" on your tongue after drinking it.

It was a great and awesome day spent with my community! Had the most disgusting games ever. But be warned, it was edible and healthy. That was actually the main reason why everyone thinks that it was disgusting yeah, hahahha. But it was good! Just that I made a mistake when I was serving as a photographer!

SINCERE APOLOGIZE TO THOSE WHO IS UPSET WITH ME :(

I ask for your forgiveness! (although i kinda asked for more than 3 times, but since idk who i offended then..)
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USS

THE-EPIC-RIDE (NEARBY HAHHAHA)

He was alone, so i decided to take a picture with him.

AS MUCH,

I wonder how much he earns.

I have no clue what i was doing then.
One possibility though, THE CAMERA WAS ON - FIRST INSTINCT: SMILE

The place where everyone grabs a picture before or after the went for USS. It's a MUST-SO-COMMON-BUT-IMPORTANT-PICTURE just because it sums up everything.

Anyway, USS was great! It's a great experience especially when the people you go with is such jokers that you just can't contain all your laughters in one stomach! You just have to yeh know, laugh out loud...

We simply had crazy rides! Especially those roller coaster! It was great! People would line up for hours just to take one ride. But instead, we lined up just for 5minutes to sit on the first row! So literally, i sat on both roller coaster for 6 times! That meant 3 for each. In contradictory, we actually sat for the most thrilling roller coaster FIRST to the slowest ride ever. Which was named as "Epic-ride" by all of us. It was so epic, we couldn't help but just laugh at each other.

BUT i just have more things to say about USS.

THAT IS.........

Sitting on the roller coaster itself and building it on Roller Coaster Tycoon is totally different stuffs! It feels great to be a passenger once in awhile.

At least, now i know that since i'm aiming to go overseas whenever I have the money & the time, other than aiming for the good food there, i should try all the fun rides and stuffs! I think i'd love it if i can go to Japan and try the underwater roller coaster! It would be a blast! :D *DREAMS*

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CNY

It was meant to be scary *BOOOOOOOO

ain't you people scared of me?

I could have edited a scarier picture, just so you know.

I think i love to tickle people using my legs just because I hate it when people touches me. So i decided to get revenge by taking stupid pictures such as the above.

In the above picture, I shall name it....

FREE KICK REVENGE

and just for your information, i have kicked a number of people ALREADY.

GAHHAHAHAH!!!!

KEKEHA!

Friday, March 02, 2012

Sunday, January 8, 2012

Well, the fact that i'm typing all this things out in the middle of the night suggest that I ain't sleeping that early today!

Basically, that's a habit and it has nothing to do with the fact that tmr is gonna be a nerve wracking day! Hell to some, bells to some. Who knows where I may end up? Well, God's in control! & I have to trust in him and what should I worry for?

Anyway, it's really bad because my stomach does this flip whenever I think about it. Well, it ain't really my fault but, everyone's talking about it. I can't really act as if nothing is happening right? Seriously, if i just try not touching the computer today, perhaps my stomach would just be yearning for some food instead of doing some weird stuffs.

Anyway, deep down, I don't know what I should be feeling about the tmr. I don't feel worried but at the same time, I want it to be good. Part of me still worries about what would happen if i turns out bad, would I be prepared? In reality, i'm only prepared for good results therefore, i haven't really reflect on what would happen to me if it doesn't turns out to be what I wanted. Of course, everyone would be wishing for the best. I mean, that goes for me too. But the problem is, I'm not thinking that much into it. So, i'm not really worried I guess? But there is always the, "what if..." that stays in my head.

Ouh, and I had to think about what would I do if I get this.. What should I do if.. I mean my expression. Would I just stare at that piece of paper? Should I be happy?

I'm half happy right now yeh know. (If you get what I meant..)

Oh well, I really have to trust in God! I've done my part and did the best. That, i'm very sure EXCEPT for one subject. But yes, thank God for everything! I've got no regrets even for that 1 subject.

Alright, lets get this over and done with! :-)

I'll praise God no matter what the out come would be tmr! Cheers to whoever is reading this.

Goodnight world.

Sunday, January 08, 2012

Saturday, December 31, 2011

Happy new year to everyone!

I guess you'll see this everywhere. I mean like, everyone is using the social network to wish each other. Is that sincere enough? Well, there better be a good reason for humans to invent such an "awesome" devices.

Anyway, 'kesaksian' today. Really awesome! It was a really last minute item that everyone never knew. So, i said everything in English and at that very moment, all attention was mine. It was incredible, really.

Gotta be optimistic this year again!
X000 never fails. Good health to everyone.

Saturday, December 31, 2011

Thursday, December 15, 2011

Totally fell in love with their voices. I have no idea why.
This is what I call real music, real voices.
Because they can sing LIVE!!! Really, they are RARE. Love'em.

Thursday, December 15, 2011

Friday, December 2, 2011

This is an old photo taken a few weeks ago when I went for cruise. Nevertheless, I hope this would stay inside my brain cells forever! It shall be a memorable one because it was like having straight 3 buffets for free. Who gets that everyday in life eh? Luckily my stomach did not burst. Proud of you, stomach!

The strong wind that blew my soul away.

Was a lil late for sunrise! URGH:(

THE END. More posted @ FB.

PS: Love the midnight chill that made me feel like I'm flying.

Friday, December 02, 2011

Monday, November 21, 2011

List of things to do:

- Get a new guitar and thus buying new strings with my bro!
- Learning simple Korean language.
- Making breakfast for family. (Esp dady)
- To hand make something special for friends (Since they never received Christmas presents from me before) Thinking of something special so that they'd love them.
- Finish up with my piano songs.
- Help to plant something! (Make a garden and such if I'm able to)

That's what I'm thinking right now. While waiting for my other cousin to come back from a distant travel. Bet he would want to use the comp. I've been using it for HOURS. Can't go out due to the lack of experience in Indo. So i can't really go out by myself like in Singapore. It's unsafe and well yeh know.. Language barrier. This is bad.

Perhaps, i'd be thinking of learning back Bahasa Indonesia:)
Cool stuffs! Maya Fighting!

Monday, November 21, 2011

Monday, November 14, 2011

AHHHHHHH. ADDICTED. CRAP.

YEAY, Happy happy. Really love his voice. But he sounds weird singing other songs. He sounds best singing his own songs yo. I love it. Can be like my heroine but it's bad. So i'm not going to dwell onto his songs too much.

But he really has a nice voice.

Loving the lyrics too.

AHHHHH, okay I shouldn't get addicted seriously. BAHHH!!!

Monday, November 14, 2011

Friday, November 11, 2011

HOOT.

As much as I'd love to have a Camera (esp a DSLR CANNON), having one without any inspiration is meaningless too. I figured that perhaps I'm still young to have one - as much as this would contradict in my current society and generation. I still accept the fact that i should get one my own when my interest is really going off the hook. Therefore, I decided that I should stop getting jealous with those that have a good camera despite not having anything to cherish them. This would perhaps stop me from having any form of snatching or robbing through my desperate desire to peel off their skin for not taking care of their camera. If you think you have a lot of money to spend, perhaps donating your dear camera that you don't adore much to me would be so much nicer. STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

Anyway, went working today. It was at Sentosa, therefore it was fun! The resort there was really beautiful and nice. Not being able to enjoy the scenery - STREESSSS!!! But luckily i earned money and got a pretty good view of what it was like to be there. Nothing very interesting anyway, can just go in and pretend that you're some idiot who has heavy pocket containing COINS. It'll be fun!

Oh, i've learned how i could get in to Sentosa without paying AHHAHHAHAHAHHAHA. This is so cool. Should just do it next time, it saves big bucks.

Ah, Bay got her first spill too though. So proud of her! I had mine on the first day - well it was cooler since it was the first time i went to work. The staffs got her a new dress and even initiated on dry washing her dress. But the worse; was that her LV bag got stained. I don't how much it cost and probably wouldn't wanna find out. It was well.. expensive I guess. Ha, luckily nothing happened to me. I've got a great good partner - Alden! Somehow felt thankful since it was kinda slack for the 2 of use to take care of only 3 tables where else the others had one to 2 tables.

But the Indian manager was horrible. He had a bad smell and scolded us for talking. Just because my partner had to tell me stuff related to work? Well, his bad smell wasn't the kind of sweat from working but it was just.... eeeyew. Just different. Didn't tell anyone though, thought it was bad.

Uh, had my cousin to fetch me after work! It's COOL because he looked kinda handsome with his working outfit driving in his car (which is my fav due to the blue light and silver colour appearance hehhe). He had a FREE and GREAT(the BIG BIG CRAB broadcasted in the deadliest catch) dinner while i was busy working. Sigh, but luckily i got home quite early. But it's 2.30 now and i'm not tucking in.

Oh well, I still feel like watching my show HEHEHE

EXCITED FOR CRUISE.

But gotta study for my MCQ paper.

But it feels like i'm already having my official holiday.

This is bad.

Indeed.

Anyway, red wine is good. Highly addictive and recommended. This is the first time i'm liking a weird drink. Thanks to my dearest cousin. SAFE. Don't worry.

Friday, November 11, 2011

Sunday, November 6, 2011

(Melted wax) - By one and only me. Anyone wants to make this a song?

Always the same sky.

Always the same day.

Have my heart changed?

Maybe because God favored you

I've fallen for you, fallen for you.

Melted in your sweet love

Mesmerized by you

I've really fallen for you.

My heart went thump thump

Without my permission,

I've fallen for you

What should I do?

There is no turning back

Although we would never be the same

I wish you all the best

And have a great life

No more falling for you, falling for you

A hole in my heart

Far away from you

No more falling for you.

Sunday, November 06, 2011

Still too young.

But.

I love hugs. Really do.

Sunday, November 06, 2011

Friday, November 4, 2011

Finally it felt like..... FREEDOM.

Ah, 5 years i've been waiting, and here goes the day! But i've still got paper1. But man, let's have some fun first before getting back on the work. Anyway, i felt really really sincerely happy although i literally screwed my SS paper. Hah, nothing i studied came out. But i thank God because he gave me a mind and general knowledge that allows me to think.

The face that you would see in my facial expression during the exam was.. PRICELESS. I bet. Anyway, it's over. TIME FOR SOME FUN KAY :D WOOOOOO

Ha, but i feel like dying alr. I'm falling sick. Hehehhe but it's still.... the feeling of satisfaction that is good. HEHHEHEHE AHHHHHHHHHH GO AWAY SICKNESS THANK YOU.

Friday, November 04, 2011

Monday, September 26, 2011

I'm going to crash soon. But, i'll be able to survive I guess:) God, please please please be in control!

Monday, September 26, 2011

Sunday, September 25, 2011

LOSE ONE, GAIN TWO. GOOD BUY?

NO.

BUT.

AS LONG AS IT'S GOD'S WILL.............

I'll be alright:)

Okay, temptations please back off. I need my mood back. Anyway, i promise to take thousands of pictures after my Os. Definitely get a life and enjoy life and SPAM MY LIFE. I WILL.

Sunday, September 25, 2011

Saturday, September 24, 2011

I just got HEALED! In the name of Jesus!

Praise God!

(FRIDAY, FEVER HEADACHE COULDN'T FREAKING BREATHE THRU MY NOSE)

I remembered someone telling me to seek God before medicine. And so I did.

Never got so bad before, first time i got sick this year I guess. I wasn't really feeling well. I couldn't walk 5 foot away without feeling dizzy. I couldn't think properly. I could have fainted if i continued to study! God gave me plenty of time to rest and even rescheduled my plans. Well, I did not consume any medicine, no panadols. And everything was gone, I could breathe properly! No fever no fainty feeling... It was absolutely awesome! The feeling was great. I mean, the night before you felt dead and the next day, you felt alive! Furthermore, I had lots of energy that lasted me till now. I mean, this is cool!

All glory goes to God!

Saturday, September 24, 2011

Monday, September 5, 2011

This is absolutely funny. Well, just for laughs:)

iamsassymeanne:

GIRLS HAVE THE BOOBS. Personally I think boobs are annoying, you gotta spend a bunch of money on bras and if you’re too small your clothes won’t look good, but if you’re too big you can’t find shirts that fit. An extra couple lbs on your chest n shit, man. WTF.

GUYS HAVE DICKS. I WOULD LOVE TO HAVE ONE OR TWO OMG. You can pee anywhere the fuck you want, whip it out baby and just whizzzz. And you can have sex like crazy and no one would call you a whore. DICKSFTW.

GIRLS HAVE VAGINAS. OMG, I can’t walk into a fucking dark alley scared for my life without thinking someones gonna tear me apart! BECAUSE I HAVE A VAGINA. I HATE HAVING A VAG, MAN. IT’S LIKE OPEN TERRITORY THAT’S ALWAYS IN DANGER OF RAPE.

GIRLS HAVE A LOT MORE BODY FAT. Seriously man, it’s so hard to be in shape if you aren’t born to be skinny. Girls will always have more body fat and will always have a harder time losing weight. AND WE PRACTICALLY COMPETE WITH EACHOTHER TO LOOK GOOD.

GUYS ALMOST ALWAYS HAVE FLAT ABS. I swear, for a dude it’s so easy to get buff. They could eat like crazy AND THEY DO. WTSHIT YOU LUCKYASSSSESSS.

GIRLS WEAR MAKE UP. Okay I hate that makeup was ever invented for girls but since it’s available basically you’re open to the opportunity to make yourself look and FEEL better! SO THAT’S WHY WE USE IT!!! If it was never invented then we would all have lower standards and no one could compare and there would be such a thing as natural beauty! BUT THERE ISN’T. THERE FUCKING ISN’T. Artificial beauty is the way society makes it. Society forces a larger standard because of makeup. GOD FUCKING DAMN IT.

GUYS DONT HAVE MAKE UP TO WEAR. Unless they like eyeliner but they always look hot with it!!! WHY DO GUYS LOOK BETTER WITH EYELINER THAN I DO?? WHY WHY WHY. And since they never wore makeup to begin it, they don’t have a huge fucking scale of standards to follow. They aren’t going to be ‘ugly’ or ‘pretty’ it would all just be natural. AND GUYS ARE SO BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!111111

GIRLS HAVE TO GO SHOPPING. I mean we just got to. WE DO. It’s in our female dna. There’s so much clothes and styles for us and there’s a bunch to choose from and omfg you just can’t. It’s in your fucking face, all the clothes and accessories. Definitely a necessity and you can’t avoid it. We go broke for style.

GUYS COULD ROCK TSHIRTS AND SHORTS. ALL. THE. TIME. And it’s perfectly fine! You don’t even have to care man cause I personally think that’s ALL a guy needs to look good! THAT’S IT! They don’t need to do this and that and do their hair like this n that or this n that or this n that! They could throw on anything and call it a day and it’s NORMAL.

GIRLS HAVE TO SHAVE. Every. Little. THING. Shave out legs, below the knee and above the knee. And girls should never have armpit hair so if you have it, SHAVE. And hairy arms on girls are just gross. SHAVE. Hairy vags? SHAVE. SHAVE SHAVE SHAVE. JUST SHAVE IT ALL!!!!!

Monday, September 05, 2011

Friday, September 2, 2011

Felt like escaping from the reality.

How much I hate the fact that they abandoned me here.

Thinking that it'd do good for me.

Now, unsure about my future.

With the plus point of me being a lazy person.

Finding it hard to survive in this society.

People doing better than me and that i'd be jealous.

They're supposed to live well.

They're supposed to be worse off than me.

But how could they do the opposite.

It makes me unable to hate them more;

Feeling like a jerk that only knows how to hate others while living in this darn good life.

Doing something that I like yet its not beneficial for my future.

Thinking that it'd suck and not earn lots of money.

Where do I stand in this society?

I don't know. Neither do I want to know.

This is torturing.

Please,

Live well and make me able to hate you, will you?

Friday, September 02, 2011

Sunday, August 28, 2011

I'm starving, yet again.

It was a weekly routine, very common. I have already got used to the habit of not eating every 2 days.

I live in District 12 of London, where human rights never existed. In my world, being penniless is not a surprising fact. I never get to go to school nor touch a book. The only knowledge of the world, is through stories which my parents were told by their ancestors. Therefore, starving here is a weekly routine which everyone here had to go through whether you are old or young. I had grown immune to the system of working from morning to night that I thought I was born to serve and get tortured.

Until one fine day.

Everything was still. Not even a single soul laughed. It was nightfall. Another group of people had just died killed by the usage of mind blasters. I stood standing in the aftermath of the blow, hoping that my none of my family members were actually affected. But just as I thought that everyone was safe, something different happened.

Mark, my best friend, were hit by the second blow and survived by a mere shot. I watched him as he screamed in pain, lying with blood spattered all over him. The lifeless people around me did not bother to step up and help him. Desperate, I stepped out of my comfort zone and ran towards him.

"He's gonna be alright." I mumbled as I ran towards him. I could feel all the gaze turned towards me as though I was now a star, the center of attraction. I couldn't help but dread my leg towards him, I couldn't be sure whether he was alive or dead. Neither do I want to know the truth.

As though luck had fallen from the sky, a sudden miracle happened. I fall on my knees beside him, and saw his eyes slightly opened with his deep breathing sounds that meant his lungs are trying its best to keep him alive. As desperate as I could be, I quickly lifted him up and brought his face near to me, praying deep in my heart that he could survive this blow. I screamed, wanting all the eyes that fell upon me to help.

But none came. I screamed again and again. It felt as though all hopes were going disseapear when suddenly my next door neighbor came and helped. We carried him up and ran as fast as we could to the nearest hospital. At that very moment, the once called "Cold-blooded" humans had transformed. They came and lifted him up, running towards the nearest hospital.

Sunday, August 28, 2011

Friday, August 26, 2011

Whoa, super best! PRELIM IS OVAR\\\\\\\\ SCREAMS

The next best thing is that, I've got my OWN LAPTOP! Although it may be taken away once in awhile. But currently, i'll keep it as a prisoner. \\\\\\\

Happy me happy you! I can finally watch my shows! But can't go overboard. If not i'll die. And the bad thing is, after prelims means that Os is coming! Which also means, LONG TERM HOLIDAY IS COMING ^^

Okay something I have awaited for a really long time! I can't wait actually. Though I may imagine myself getting bored at times. But it's alright! HAHAHAHA SHOWS SHOWS SHOW\\\\\\\\\ HEHEHHE

Anyway, i'm stuck in my drama world from like 10AM? Hhhaha, i'm probably mad. It's 12AM now.

Friday, August 26, 2011

Monday, August 22, 2011

喜歡看你傻傻的表情
好像全世界都很平靜
或許是老天爺特別的疼你
果然愛情悄悄地降臨
這種快樂并不必懷疑
或許你只需要睜大眼睛
用心地體會這種美好的滋味
有一天你會真的了解

多么希望幸福在你身邊
看你的愛情有個完美句點
再給我一點時間
要繪出一個畫面
是你轉身微笑的澀臉
多么希望祝福圍繞你身邊
像許多白鴿飛舞的藍天
讓你追逐的世界
變得那么確切
慢慢畫著心中的花園

I think this lyric is very meaningful.

At least, to me. I think this song is very attractive.

I'm particularly sad today. But i know God's in control! And I will trust God no matter what other people say. Some times, there are just some things that not meant for you to know. I'm starting to accept that fact now..

Just..

Give me more time.

Monday, August 22, 2011

Thursday, August 18, 2011

Cool and uncool. I'm neutral. Totally not feeling biased in anyway.
What are the odds, seriously? MT O levels wasn't supposed to mean much to me. I mean, it is important. But, there is no spirit of excellence. What am I supposed to do?

Freeze.

That's all i know. My brain froze. Not even a tunnel tube for God to speak to me. Or rather, I'm not sensetive enough to hear him. At first, nothing came when I asked for my answers. 3 hours later, still nothing.

But i never gave up. I asked the people around me for opinions and questions. Only to find out that I was being brainwashed because all and I mean ALL discouraged me to retake this Chinese paper. But something in my heart doesn't feel the same way. Something IS wrong.

Thursday, August 18, 2011

Saturday, August 13, 2011

Alright, why am I here? No idea..
Just felt like spamming some major pictures. Let the choir bell sings then, enjoy!

Thus, the older pictures come first!

Ever post this before? Guess not.
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Anyway, we can't live without cameras!

Nice picture huh!

Okay, i like me inside this picture! Hhaha. It just so happens that he's inside it too.

Told cha!

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Rad con! Whoooo!

Felt like something is missing here? Oh wells..
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National day, Captain ball compertition! 1st place yeay :-)
Gonna be precious memories man!

Well done girls! :-)
Never were we so united!

Just look at the amount of food we ordered. But the noodles was good, no regrets! I had 3 bowls, different type of noodles anw!

I wasn't posting! I was so full that I had to position myself that way. Thus, got a nice shot!

was trying to post for a model shot, but the lighting was funny. Didn't turn out to be what I expected and wanted anyway! Sad much.

Hhaha, a failed shot. But it's alright! :-)

Good night to the people in this world! God is blessing! Had a great day! Thank you :)

Saturday, August 13, 2011